I understand many people are sceptical when it comes to tarot, psychics and mediums, and I get it. Most of us are spiritually disconnected, having grown up in a world that values scientific evidence above all else. But what if not everything can be proven, what if sometimes we just have to believe? Believe that there is something greater than all of us? I didn’t go into my first reading 100% convinced. I was still a little sceptical myself. But I left feeling incredible, and every experience since has been nothing short of mind-blowing and inspiring. The more I connect with my spirituality, the more I learn to trust in the universe and believe there is so much more to life than we will ever be able to comprehend. And it’s truly a beautiful way to live. I’m going to share my experiences and I’ll let you make your own mind up…
My first tarot card reading
I’ll start with my first tarot card reading. I had never done one before and didn’t really know what to expect, but looking back now it was 100% a turning point for me. Since finishing therapy until my card reading (approx. 5 months) I was still massively struggling. I was doing everything I thought I should be – journaling, meditating, self care etc. but I think I lacked a lot of belief - in myself and in the universe. When Amelia (a talented tarot card reader) pulled my cards I feel like everything she said to me was EXACTLY what I needed to hear at that time, and everything clicked and made sense. It’s so hard to explain it, but I came away from the reading revived, fully believing in myself and my journey. I realised how important self love is and could see my potential. From that moment onwards my mindset changed, I can see it when reading back on my journal entries. Amelia had never met me before, didn’t know anything about me, but somehow managed to articulate what I couldn’t. I don’t know if there is magic in the cards, or whether the same cards would have been pulled for someone else, but what I do now believe is that the universe will send you what you need, and Amelia’s words are what I needed.
My first experience connecting to the other side
It was almost a year later before I reached out for another reading, but this time with a psychic medium. I’ve always been interested in what comes after life, and feel strongly that our souls carry on. After all, humans are energy, and you can’t destroy energy. That much is a fact. I decided to see Julie after I lost both my grandparents in quite quick succession. I wanted some reassurance that they weren’t gone forever, and I had questions I wanted answering about my future. I got both. I wrote in my journal afterwards that I was “totally blown away” and I remember how powerful it all felt. I was starting to embark on a new path but felt nervous and unsure. Julie gave me all the reassurance I needed that I was doing the right thing and gave me the confidence to keep moving forward. I also had very clear messages from my grandparents that filled me with love. She was able to describe their personalities and traits so accurately and even explained the way they had passed. I had no doubt it was them, and I could carry on knowing they were still with me. I didn’t go into this reading feeling desperate. I weren’t feeling particularly vulnerable. I had an open-mind and few expectations. But I did leave with answers and healing, and that’s all could ask for. Julie also managed to tell me so much about my current relationships. I couldn’t understand how she described my loved ones in SUCH detail without me saying a word, but she articulated what I was finding difficult and offered new perspectives. I honestly came away from this reading with so much hope, a deep trust in myself and my journey and feeling more connected to my spirituality. You may be sceptical, but you can’t take away from my positive experience and the deep healing I felt.
My most recent psychic experience
Now onto my most recent psychic reading with Michelle. How do I even put this into words. I chose to have a reading now (almost a year on from my last one) because I’m at a pivotal point in my life. There are many different paths I could choose to take, and I wanted some guidance from my spirit guides to understand which direction I should be moving. I most certainly received that guidance. Michelle connected to my energy and could then channel my spirit guides through her own to give me the answers. I can’t believe how everything she said was spot on. Everything is so clear to me now. I think deep down I knew it all along, even my spirit guides said I already had the answers. I just needed some reassurance and it feels incredible to have that now. What came at the end of the reading was what really blew me away. Before the reading I journaled about what I wanted to get out of it. For a couple of years now I’ve had a strong sense of wanting to heal ancestral trauma, and I regularly think about all the women that came before me, all the struggles they would have faced and how strong they must have been. I wrote in my journal that I wanted to them to gather at my reading today. I wanted Michelle to feel the power of them all because I know they are always with me. At the end of the reading she said this (without any prompts from me)
“The women, it feels like there are so many that gather to support you. It’s not one, it’s many. It’s the whole ancestral line. They’re supportive of you. A whole realm of them just gathered around.”
THEY CAME THROUGH LIKE I ASKED THEM TO! Michelle also explained that the women that came before me didn’t have control, but I do. I have the power to heal the ancestral line. I can’t change the history but I can send the healing back to my loved ones. This is something I’ve felt for a while now to be true. I knew the trauma had to end with me, and to have that confirmed was powerful. Part of my purpose is to heal my ancestral trauma and I feel privileged that it’s me.
Readings are healing
Each one of my readings has offered me healing in a different way. They have offered me guidance and hope. I by no means think we should rely on readings, or become obsessed with them and forget to live in the real world too. That’s why I’m careful to not have them too regularly and book them intuitively when I feel like it’s the right time. But I do think they can play a HUGE role in our healing journey’s and there’s nothing more beautiful than connecting with our spirituality and remembering life is so much bigger than just us and our problems. After each reading I begin to incorporate what I’ve learnt into my everyday life, and quite honestly, life just keeps getting more and more magical.
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